ABOUT LIFE, ABOUT ART (&the rest)

Christian Bale's hot as hell and I guess he has a brain (even he fights a lot in movies).
Saw him in "EQUILIBRIUM" (Special thanks to my English teacher) and was stunned.
Just wanted to mention it.
I can imagine him sitting in a bus, like everyone, and just looking out of the window. Dreaming. I can imagine him in a completely different life, he just seems so down-to-earth to me. Even he has those muscles... I wonder if he likes them or just has them for his movies. The training must be awful. He wouldn't look worse with less muscles I have to admit.
Saw him in movies like Velvet Goldmine and Batman too. I liked him there, especially in Velvet Goldmine because it's a very different role.



Oh and because I'm now in the mood!
A great artist who touches my heart...! Ben Whishaw. First saw him in 'The Perfume', then in 'Brideshead revisited'...'Cloud Atlas', 'Bright Star'... Tried to watch 'The Tempest' but didn't actually got 'into it', was to hard to understand for me... Maybe one day I'll try again.
Last month I watched an interview with him... Absolutely lovely. A little bit shy but so intelligent. It's someone who always finds the right words to say. You notice that he actually LOVES art, LOVES acting.



And there's another very good looking man. It's Rhys Ifans. If you search some fotos of him you will think that he looks SO old. And I find he's not really fotogenic... Nevertheless he's one of the most elegant and crazy actors I know. He's stunning in movies... I don't remember the first film I watched of him... Could be Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows 1 but I don't think so. I didn't even notice that time that it was him because he didn't impress me with this role. It was a very small role.
OH YES! I remember! It was Mr. Nobody when I first noticed him. He just caught my attention... But then I saw The Amazing Spiderman and this was the point when I thought "I know that man!"
I watched Anonymus and Chromophobia after it... And I found out that he dated Alison Mosshart which I found a bit amusing.
Oh and he has such a sexy accent... I think it's Welsh...



Another "old man" I adore is Ralph Fiennes. I like especially his bright eyes and his voice (it sounds so special, even it's somehow a bit like Spongebob... But in a positive way). His eyes, it seems like there are so many stories behind them. He seems all in all very wise to me. Very elegant and experienced. He's perfection for me.



Oh I have to correct myself. All four are perfect to me. Others may say "they're too old, he is ugly because... , he looks evil, he has a strange nose" etc. But for me they reached their aims, they just look so... complete. I don't miss anything when I see them... They have everything a human being needs...

I'm starting this entry because I have a feeling which keeps me from sleeping. And tomorrow's school. But I'm only THINKING my brain doesn't stop.
Well it's about that I want to play with my band on stage. But my friend is so frightened which annoys me a bit. She's frightened of loud things (WE'RE IN A BAND, IT IS LOUD!!!), frightened of microphones. I could write a song about how much she annoys me at the moment.
Just angry and a bit sad because I notice it could be impossible to perform as a band on stage which is somehow my dream. Almost crying (awkward) but can't which makes the feeling worse. I want to BURST. But can't. Sucks.

This entry is sort of relaxing because I don't have to write that much. Just some pictures... But this is work too.
Sometimes I'm talking while I'm drawing, because I tell the stories which go through my mind when I see the person I'm drawing. Can tell some, if I remember. I'll write them under the painting.


Unfinished Evalia


Evalia


I know that this is a caricature of sb. ... But I used it to train shadows... so I don't know anymore


A painting most people prefer


Finally, a drawing. It's one of my favourites, even the fingers are too short...
Random name = Mystic


Random name= Performance (Drawing)
I think the story behind it is, that there were some ladies who were dancing for a circus-performance. And it was a long time ago, when it wasn't usual. So they were discriminated a lot, but somehow they went their way. But at last one of the women has been killed, so the others were really shocked and stopped dancing. And this picture is sort of an old poster, which a journalist sees. He investigates a lot about it and asks the women who are still alive. They tell him the story, etc.



Designer's secret (Drawing) (First it was just a sketch)
The story: There's this guy (random name) Josh. He's the guy in the front, a designer.
On the right in the background is his gay friend (random name) Michael who's a bit in love with Josh, but he (Josh) doesn't notice.
And on the left in the background there's a girl (random name), named Cindy. At the beginning Josh doesn't like her, because of her (in his eyes) bad styling and they have something like a fight. But in the end Josh falls in love with her, but he also discovers something creepy next to his *designer-house-thing" ( I don't know how to say it). And from this point on you can decide how the story goes on, because I always change it.


Lory (Drawing)
Lory is a girl who once lived a happy life. Every boy fell in love with her, every girl were jealous. But one day she disappeared. She was gone for years and with the time people forgot her.
However, one day in summer she returned. She was very thin and at first no one recognized her. But as they knew who she was, people created lots of rumours.
Neighbours told each other "I don't know if you know it, but Lory is completely insane. Look, she's always running around with that expensive, blue dress. Like she wants to go out. She never takes it off"
"And she became SO skinny. She looks ill. Poor girl."
"I heard that she's been raped. After it she got so crazy that people sent her to madhouse. Sad story."
"Yes! And now, I heard, she always runs around with the dress which she wore at the evening of the rape. She freaked out one day"

Well, at the moment I'm working on a painting. It's not finished (sorry, I wrote I would show it when it's finished, but at the moment I somehow have a break...), but half-finished.
At the moment I don't like the face (it looks like a witch, I must correct that), one arm and two hands aren't finished, the shoes are missing and I want to make some "light-effects". I don't actually know how I can make those , because I don't like to work with light. It's difficult, so it's not fun.
But here some *timelines* of the painting.
Starts with the sketch, then the red background, trousers/blackjeans.


PART 1 OF TIMELINE

The last three pictures I recently made contain the blouse, its pattern, some contours of the body and the face.


PART 2 OF TIMELINE

Yes,that's it ... Don't steal it, I have the picture at home and copyright!
(If someone reads this)