ABOUT LIFE, ABOUT ART (&the rest)

Friend's eyes and mine... Liked the picture... Just for fun

Don't worry, there's nothing really personal about this entry... Just some thoughts.
It will be about me at the moment, focussing more on my outward appearance etc. what I think about it, what I want to change: So let's start!
I begin with my hair. It's brown I think but I'm not quite sure. Could be red as well (natural red)
Here a picture of it:


The hairline's my natural hair colour... I coloured it the last time in Christmas break

But I have this colour now since autumn last year and now I'm fed up with it. Before I wash my hair, I always pour some citrone juice on it. So it gets brighter, there are some yellow/golden/blond streaks.
But it's not enough!!!! I want it BRIGHTER!
But on the other side I'm frightened of a terrible result like pink hair. Pink is okay for one day but I couldn't wear it every day in school.
Citrones are controlling my life at the moment. I pour them on my hair and drink them to lose some weight. I never weigh myself so I don't know if it's functioning... Find it too frustrating. I wouldn't find it that bad if I had a larger head. But my head is so small, I never look okay (for myself). We'll see...
That's it... (already)
If some people read this and have blond dyed hair they could maybe write into a comment if they made a good experience... Or some who made a bad experience, if the hair becomes orange and if this orange looks VERY awful.