Samstag, 26. Januar 2013
Situation sucks
diue, 17:08h
Do only teenagers feel like that? Like they have to make decisions but can't?
I hate that feeling, I hate my underdeveloped teenager-mind. Family is saying again and again: What's with your driving license? When will you do it? What's with your work placement? When will you call some companies? When will you write your application for Niederegger?
And I keep on thinking and saying "Monday" but feel uncomfortable with this sentence because I'm not really in the mood to do anything.
I loved the feeling to be free but as I become older, the feeling disappears. I realize how hard my life will be if I don't make provisions. And then I think at the same time "So if it's harder later, relax now!" ... Maybe I should stop thinking, it makes it all more complicated.
I have (had) a list what I want to do this year:
-driving license
-check the local school of music and art
-get a work placement for school
These are not all points, some are private. But these are the ones which give me at the moment a bad feeling. I feel guilty for not doing anything... Sucks.
I hate that feeling, I hate my underdeveloped teenager-mind. Family is saying again and again: What's with your driving license? When will you do it? What's with your work placement? When will you call some companies? When will you write your application for Niederegger?
And I keep on thinking and saying "Monday" but feel uncomfortable with this sentence because I'm not really in the mood to do anything.
I loved the feeling to be free but as I become older, the feeling disappears. I realize how hard my life will be if I don't make provisions. And then I think at the same time "So if it's harder later, relax now!" ... Maybe I should stop thinking, it makes it all more complicated.
I have (had) a list what I want to do this year:
-driving license
-check the local school of music and art
-get a work placement for school
These are not all points, some are private. But these are the ones which give me at the moment a bad feeling. I feel guilty for not doing anything... Sucks.
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